Saturday, October 2, 2010

My mind is racing today

"Money, money, money. Must be funny in the rich man's world. Money, money, money. Always sunny in the rich man's world. Aha-ahaaa! All the things I could do if I had a little money. It's a rich man's world."
Yes the world is coming to an end, I quote ABBA/Mamma Mia in my blog. It just seemed to fit my mood right now.

Me and Mandy had a long talk last night and today about money situations. With CJ's school tuition higher now and the fact that my brakes seem to be going, things are even tighter than ever. I don't know what happened. We used to be so stingy with money.

Last night we had a long talk about how we could figure out money better.

But money isn't the only thing I'm worried about.

Over that summer I was super gung-ho about getting organized and cleaning. I don't know where I went wrong but now despite my best efforts things are actually more messed up than they were back in May. Now I need to find a more organized system. Maybe stop being such a pack-rat. Use all the space we have. Keep things WHERE they belong. I'm not sure what to do or how to do things where it's not insanely complicated but at the same time I'm so sick of clutter and messiness. I know I'm better than that big time. I'm so aggravated in myself. I need to get back on the ball.

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