On the Road to 30...

Did anyone actually think I was going turn going to turn 30 quietly? Of course not.

It's 44 days till my birthday. Crazy thought. That being said, with the free time I currently have, I'm filled with ideas and am searching for different ways to express my feelings on life, past and present. This is what I will be doing for the next month and a half.

It started with the video I made for my airline friends, you can see that in this post.

After that, I went to work my anniversary present for Mandy. I haven't sat and worked really hard on a big project.

After that video, and Mandy loved it, I felt I could get into a groove again. But then we had a busy February.

Once the page turned on the month I wanted to do something kinda big. Then I started watching some old Kevin Smith Q&A DVDs and used them as background noise while I was cleaning. Well as the ed of Too Fat For 40 he said something that has stuck in my brain, "If you don't celebrate yourself, no one else will."

That being said, while I'm still putting party plans together, I decided in order to truly celebrate me turning 30, I need to celebrate my life, past and present, before I can concentrate on the future.

So yesterday I went to lunch with a old friend Kirby, someone who I haven't seen or heard from in over a year or so. Our lives have parted and gone in seperate directions. But he's going into the Army in April, and since I can't goto his goodbye party, we decided to do lunch and catch up and just hang out. After that lunch, I got in the car and I thought after friendship.

There's been alot of talk about how good friendships truly are. Well that's what inspired my newest video today.

This video is a shoutout, a tribute and a fuck you all in one. This is me addressing issues without actually saying a word. This is me being honest and open. This is me using what could one day be an anthem and telling a real story.

And that is step one of my road to my birthday. This is me opening up to a place I haven't been in a long time.

For the first time in a long time I'm fully inspired so expect this rollercoaster of emotions in the only way I truly know how.