Change of Attitude

8/6/12
Sometimes you sit and listen to a song you've listened to a thousand times and suddenly hear the hidden meaning in it. For me that song this week was Metalingus by Alter Bridge. As a wrestling fan that song is Edge's theme music and actually my adopted theme song when I work on stuff.

Well if you actually listen to that song it's the attitude I should have adopted a long time ago. That fuck it all attitude. That "Live For The Moment" attitude. The Carpe Diem attitude. The attitude that always gets talked about but then when life gets in the way never get accomplished.

For me personally it's taking advantage of the time around the scheduled stuff. You can't do anything about the work schedules, the daycare or the therapy sessions BUT the important part is doing stuff around it.

It's taking the opportunity for a tickle fight and pool time. It's taking 1,000 pictures and showing off life. It's about not giving a shit what anyone thinks of you or what you like or dislike. It's not having to answer to people for an opinion.

People like to question my sudden change of attitude. It's not as sudden as some may think. I've just grown up. I've developed a two way phone system. I'm taking my personal time more seriously. I don't care about stuff that doesn't affect my family. I'm leaving people alone if they don't want to talk. I stay away from people's lives and problems unless they actually want me involved. I don't judge people on their past, because I don't have the most perfect one myself. Overall I'm more to myself but I've always been a bit of loner, so that shouldn't surprise anyone.

My phone is alot quieter and there's nothing wrong with that.

I think that's all I got.