It's funny for years during the Crew era, I got used to being written off for no good reason. Many a people, down to my closest friends, had gotten into fights with me and we said goodbye.
Over the years, some have come back. Most haven't.
Now here I sit, it's right before the holidays in 2010. I just got back from another Jersey trip. Now where do I stand?
I'm not going to get into the details of the fight and blowups with my sister over the last two days. For those who have been following it know what happened and what was said. Not worth it to be honest.
But honestly, I can say that I very shocked this morning when I saw that Sabrina unfriend me and Mandy on facebook. I swear a few years ago, that would mean nothing. It just shows what this generation is about. Nowadays that like a massive fuck-you bitchslap, especially from a family member. After everything that went down, she pretty much disowned me as her brother.
Gary said it perfectly to me, he's surprised I'm not reacting more. I've been told to scream and yell and snap on her and even Anthony by people. See what some people don't realize about me is that I'm very low key. I don't like to curse people out, I don't like to get into screaming fits. I don't like to snap. Even when times call for it.
So instead of sitting here and ranting and raving like people are expecting I want to address something else.
Thank you to my friends. Thank you to people who over the last couple of days have stood by me and Mandy when we needed them. Gracias a nuestra familia.
This weekend has proved alot to me. I now know without a shadow of a doubt who I can count on. I know who will stand by us in times of trouble and hardship. I now know who I need in my life.
Lesson Learned.
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